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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

tuesday ; my world falls apart.

bleahs.
had lit test today.
and dissected a pigs heart.

lets not talk abt it anymore.
*shivers.

im sort of upset.
yet im ohhkay.

looking at the lit powerpoint makes me feel super stressed out. i dont knw. i guess its just tht although we're alrdy 'done'. everything put together looks so messy. the editing and standardisation of everything in itself will take like forever. sighs. and no offense to the rest. but some of it is not making sense to me ! urghs. like wht on earth. how am i supposed to do the handouts and script like this. how to explain whn i dont even knw wht theyre trying to convey.

yea.
the test. wht can i say. its over. but i just have to moan abt it. i thought the test was an hour. so i did part a for the first half an hour. looked up at the board while i was thinking abt part b and realised tht its only forty five minutes. i had like fifteen minutes ONLY to do the second part. so obviously its like shit. it was less than a third of wht i wrote for the first part. grs. irritating.

lit is kinda messing my life up now.

and so is my dadie.
hes forcing me to sleep at eleven thirty every day. which means i only have abt two hrs left. urghs. *vulgarities. ohhkays. slaps mouth. but im superly pissed. i still have chem to revise for. and the thing is i dont want to. but i have to and so i shall.

the only saving grace is my bio test.
for once the grade is qte okay. as in i didnt fail. which is like FINALLY. and i didnt just pass. hoorays !

; rachh
9:12 PM